Sharon Filleti has passed, she is gone. She is a butterfly in the bright sunshine, a breeze that gives you peace, a red bird in all his glory, she was the kindest soul I have personally known. I miss her and I am lost. She loved me unconditionally and is instrumental in Savanna's website, so many things, you see she had a gift for looking at a person and seeing what potential was there and putting her focus on that potoential. She called me early the morning before her death in ICU and we talked for 40 minutes. I thank God that on that day being late for work was OK. It was so right that we talk and I had the opportunity to thank her for all her love, support and you know it was the emotional and spiritual support that I beleive will not be filled. She was like a rock of hope for me. I will never ever have another Sharon...period. She was incredibly brave, oh my, so stalwart and un swavering in her courage. I think so often I was not fit to wipe her shoes. Savanna had a clear MRI on December 23 and chemotherapy will go until August 2009. I am quite quite sure she will watch over Savanna and is with both our dogs that have passed over. Everthing seems so small now that seemed important. Dog shows, all of it, I enjoy it but the importance is greatly in the proportion it should be. People and love are what is the most important thing in this life. I got two 3 point majors this weekend and all I can think is I miss my friend. Keep life in perspective, things are useless, people are precious. I pray Savnna survives Medullablastoma but it is beyond even my most minute control...all of it is in His hands. Sharon called me every day when I had a great loss and at that time I was a stranger but she saw the pain and she reached right out and pulled me up. Would I do that? Would you repond to a stranger's pain and take the chance and sacrifice your time. Would we really? I pray and hope so. Melly