My little Savannah

She has to go back Monday, that keeps playing in my head to get a mold made for radiation treatment...a mold of her little head. Radiation starts June 9th. Here we go..ready or not...here it comes. They have moved the date up 3 weeks. God is so present...like a butterfly flitting in and out but always hovering. I feel Him. I know He is here but His thoughts are His own. His plan is His. I so want Him to share it but that is not God, He is the great I am. I have had the boys and they so need attention and kindness, her brothers, Steven and Brian but I can tell they are angry and unsure. They are scared, they are after all little boys. I AM INADEQUATE, I am unable to be and do all I need to do. I am empty and yet so full of the passion to make a way. I am on a roller coaster but God is riding with me. When I submit ALL to HIM is the only peace I know. I feel so sad for children, all of them with Cancer, with defects, with impairments mentally and physically...with pain. Please see them all and pray and touch the heart of God. Children that know poverty and abuse. Cry out for them as we all must. Stand, Be still and Know He is God, how hard a thing for a doer but that is my instruction. Please join in prayer with me and our voices will be heard...Melly

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Posted by Atlantis at 5/31/2008 10:10 PM and is filed under Cancer and illness in a child
 

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  • 5/31/2008 11:33 PM MaryL wrote:
    Melly, how old are the boys?

    Hugs!

    ... Mary
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  • 6/1/2008 8:20 AM Melanie Kimball wrote:
    9 and 11, Steven and Brian, They will be with much of the time. I took crates out of the van, it is children time not dog show, it is prayer time.
    Melly
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  • 6/2/2008 7:34 AM Melissa wrote:
    Melly, I lurk on WW (am a memner of WL and have been following Savannah's story. You are in my prayers. I am a Christian praying for you all from the other side of the world (Australia). I believe EFT can help scared and anxious children. It might be worth trying on all of you. Here is a link if you are interested: http://www.emofree.com/
    May God hold you especially close at this time.
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  • 6/7/2008 1:01 AM Jen wrote:
    Melly, I think of your entire family often. I cannot imagine what Savannah's brothers are enduring at this time, but I do know they are blessed to have you. Love will get you all through these dark times. Family and love....there is nothing stronger in this world.

    I will keep your grandsons in my heart and pray that they can find some peace and light and smiles during this difficult time.

    Hugs,
    Jen
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  • 6/26/2008 11:43 PM Brenda wrote:
    you're in my prayers and thoughts. Let Brit know that God will carry her through when she cannot walk another step.
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